Today marks one year since Jarod decided life wasn't worth living. I knew it wouldn't be an easy anniversary, but I had no idea...it feels like it just happened all over again.
Death is never easy, but a comforting thought, is that it's all part of God's plan. Knowing that gives me peace. However...suicide is NOT part of God's plan. It wasn't supposed to happen that way.
I have done a lot of stupid things in my life. But what I now know, is that I DIDN'T know regret like this. Regret that I didn't tell Jarod how I felt. There is always tomorrow...right?? Wrong. It's the most humbling experience.
He really was a great person. I've lost the opportunity to tell him that.
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